I acquired from my father a willing-
ness to read the same noir detective
writer, over and over, when I was a
boy. Ross MacDonald was an enormous-
ly popular writer of what Greene had called, entertainments, albeit
in the latter's case at an unpar-
donably respectable level of lit-
erary and moral bite. Of course,
this genre was one of the prin-
cipal vertebrae if not the back-
bone of American cinema, in which
medium it still has appeal to the
young. But what I enjoyed in the
writings of MacDonald was his cap-
acity to revive for me the com-
paratively undeveloped California
of my parents' youth and my four
grandparents' wintertime settle-
ment, in which the isolated road-
side café figured both hopefully
and forlornly as an inevitable
place of meeting, rather like a
blog between hamlets too distant
to know each other's existence.
The seaside café has always stood
out, for me, as a category of dining
establishment able to claim exemp-
tion from restaurant characteristics,
for being primarily a shelter, in an
inherently romantic seascape. To this
day, of course, I retain my favourites
in my olfactories and in the creak of
my chair upon the tile or wooden floor.
They were not about being fed. They
were about what a relais is really
about. They were about being relieved
of travel, being drawn inside; about
being recomposed in being still.
Now that I am spending days and
nights after surgery involving a
leg, being still, elevating it and
doing my best to be quiet, the iso-
lation of the noir café settles in-
to me as another inherent element
of this aedicular, littoral shelter
between progress and past, much
as a blog between footfalls, paused
in its stride. The time offers re-
cuperation, whose necessity I can
not dispute, but at no immediate or
conscious gain in replenishment.
I am sheltered, but not fed. I am
indispensably but unconstructively
interrupted, the café seeming to
have liberated me of more than my
driving jacket.
There is sometimes a sorry
grandiosity in this, of tone,
an incidental, not of predicate.
Even suspended, I know the pur-
pose in my journey here, but in
this café, I can cite its prin-
ciples without feeling much sight
of its resumption. I have given
such signals as I've been able,
of the vitality of a trajectory
for which I hold, in normal times,
a keen if not relentless attach-
ment, and for which the page's
immense readership is almost in-
fallibly nonparticipatory, but
incredibly, gratifyingly atten-
tive.
I'm a pursuer from an unforgotten,
undeveloped California, whose
detective work continues, not for
a fugitive but for a rightful heir,
not of mine, but of his own being.
Bastiaan van Gaalen
Carlotta Manaigo, photography
L'Officiel Hommes Italia©
Spring/Summer, 2012